No O

I had cd21 bloodwork done to confirm ovulation and, you guessed it, I did not ovulate. My OPKs were all blinky smiles, which means I have yet to ovulate. For real? I've had mucho sex and  used a looootttt if preeseed. I suppose this is probable. I am 40 now. Not ovulating is probably what happens sometimes. I think. Ugh.

When flow shows , I'll be upped to 100mg of clomid. We'll see what happens then.

Feel like I'm chasing a dream. Like I'm crazy desperate and can't let go.
Like, give it up, old lady. You're dried up!
Ugh.

It's not over

Popped a clomid last night. My OB gave me the RX for 50 mg during days 5-9. Yes I know what you're thinking.

I'm thinking it too.