Paranoia, and when can we do it again?

I check my insurance claims website as much as I obsess about getting knocked up, and that has caused some worry this afternoon. The surgery that was approved is now "under review," and that scares me seeing that any IF diagnosis or treatment is not covered. In an effort to be prepared, I have started drafting my appeals letter. Ugh! I should just NOT look at this darn website anymore, but I can't help it. I have to remember that my doctor's notes diagnosed me with a disease, not IF.

In other news, we are restless around here since it has been over a month since we did the love dance, and I called the doc today to ask, "When can I resume relations?" The rule is 2 weeks, but I don't know if I can last until December 24. Anyone else break the two week rule before?

And hey, what is up with the "two week" rule? There's the two week wait for POAS, two week wait to ovulate, two week wait to find out if the insurance actually paid for this surgery, and now two week wait to do it? Hmmm....

Lap/Hysteroscopy part 1: Twas the night before..

It's 5:30 PM, and I am beginning the Mag Citrate. I got the red stuff in a bottle. This 10 OZ shouldn't be so bad going down. I put it on ice and am sipping it through a straw. Hmm, do you think I can add a bit of vodka to it and make things fun?

(Pictured above: two prescriptions for post-op, mag citrate bottle and stuff "on the rocks," moist wipes, TP, and Bou.dreaux's Butt Paste for my tushie, and good ol' Kettle One for inspiration)